SINKING OR FLYING?

I did something new without feeling too bad for once. I was taken by my own happiness and got a bit crazy but in a good way =) he knows what I mean. He makes me feel that scaryness I forgot could exist. He drives me crazy with passion yet fearfull... The line between sinking or flying is thin at this point. One day soon I will know =) now I just know I feel high and happy and it's all because of him and his sexy smile. Awwwwwwwwww!

Kitty ^_^

Witch ^_^

HOW NOT TO GET FOND OF HIM?

How does one resist the temptation of his lusty smile, his sincere eyes, his sweet words, his pure honesty? I am fond of him and long to see what will go on. I am scared of my feelings and pleased as well. I feel alive and happy, scared and tortured by the fear of not being able to love as I want. I want to love, care and feel the way one feels in a warm embrace... Am I still able? Am I still spontaneus or am I stopping myself already from thinking, hoping and wishing all my dreams become reality?